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| Dear MIRA, Where did a year go my sweet little girl? When I close my eyes I can still feel my lips kiss your cool skin. I still see my tears roll down your litle head as I hold you close. I still hear myself tell you how very much I love you and always will. I can even smell you as clear as ever before. I still miss you so and wish that you were here. I will long forever to hold you once more. What I would give for 5 more minutes with you. But I would still only wish for more when our time together was up once again. I'll love you forever I'll like you for always As long as I'm living My baby you'll be -Robert Munsch I love you dearly Always and Forever My sweet MIRA You are my one true love Mommy |
| My Friend…My Enemy Tell how does one thing or word have two meanings? How can things be so unclear? Yes, the undying smothering pain and sorrow has lessened But where in the world did an entire year go? It took so long, so much agony to get here But still that picture and feeling of yesterday rings clear My mind is pretty sure its all real But my body’s still not so sure Some days my body still carries my child Those days my legs cramp and feet swell I get dressed some days and still look full-bellied Even my breasts still swell longing to nourish her One in the same I have a friend and an enemy Time helps Time hurts |
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| To be given to a Stillborn Family in MIRA's memory |
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| MIRACLE, Mommy is writing this a few days early because she is missing you so much today. You were supposed to be on your way into the world in a few days (November 17, 2003). I will spend that day and all of the rest of my days here on this earth without you. I miss you so much sweetheart. I do not know what life will be like for me without you. There were so many things we were supposed to do together. I wanted to show you the world and teach you so much. I know you would have been a smart little girl because I would not have it any other way. I know you see that I cry so much and you don't want me to cry but I just miss you baby girl. I wish you could be here with me more than anything in this entire world. My heart has broken in a way that it will never mend. The day you died, it felt as if my soul had left my body as well...leaving behind an empty lifeless shell. I know you want me to go on and live life. I promise you that I will. Just give me time to accept it. I will make you proud to have me as your Mommy. I am already so proud to have such a beautiful angel for a daughter. You will live on through me forever. I love you Mommy |
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